Now I’m in a new life — or in other words, “single” life. I don’t mind actually, I’ve always longed for this anyway. But the thing is a while ago (yes, he’s kind of bugging me now), I received a text from him saying that I should not break up with him and I should give him another chance, which unfortunately I still haven’t decided for now. He also said he’s going to fix everything. But of all he said, my favorite is:

I will do everything to win you back.

Hehe.

ANYWAY.

I received emails from ~absolutely~ anonymous people asking for my real name. I will do this once and this will be the last (hehe, because I’m using my nickname to everything I registered for and at). My real name is:

Eraine Bernadette Santos Otayde

According (ehem) to my mom, the name Eraine was from a cartoon character back in the 80’s. I also stated in my “about me” page that I’m confident enough that I’m the only “Eraine” living in this world. How pathetic am I, right? See for the Google Search yourself. Note the name Elaine above.

When I was still studying, I’ve had classmates with the name Elaine and to be honest, it confuses me. Because I am called “Eraine” and not Yvette. Dunno why. Sosyal sila, e. They hate Yvette. Weird. Moving on.. obviously, these two names rhyme. So when a teacher calls Elaine, I always thought it was me. YEAH.

I tried to search “meaning of eraine” at Google but no luck.

Honestly, I like my first name. Especially when those days I go gaga over Rain. HAHAHA. Not anymore now, though.

Now, let’s jump to the surname because the second and middle name is pretty common. Otayde. Again, when I was still studying, people always ask me if I’m a Japanese, because of the surname, lulz. And because of my face. Damn it. My dad is from Visayas (so obviously, may lahi akong bisaya, but I dunno how to speak their language — I can only do the accent), that’s what I only know. But it still do not answer the origin of our surname. Perhaps I’ll try to ask him sometime. Hehe.

So there you go! But don’t call me Eraine. I prefer to be called Yvette.

Yesterday night, I sent a text to him and I was sort of breaking up with him. Remember the entry posted about the girl? That’s one of the reasons. Yes, he was never proud of me. He refused to talk to that girl and tell his friends that he already had a girlfriend. What kind of “love” is that? Your boyfriend is not proud to have you? You gotta be kidding me.

In other words (and to make the long story short), we broke up yesternight.

No, I’m not depressed. I knew that this is the right thing to do, plus I’m still young to enjoy life. Mahaha. But I admit that I cried last night.

I am perfectly fine now. I just need to think of someone who I can go with when I want go out. *sigh*

BLOODY EDIT: Know any resellers for Blair Headbands? Accepts PayPal ah. Comment lang~ Haha. Thanks much.

While I’m typing this entry, my cat is at my lap and scratching my knee. It hurts a bit, her nails are sharp. Anyway..

I have 5 tags in due and I promised two days ago that I will post them at my next entry, which I failed to do so because something came up — refer to the previous post.

BUTTERFLY AWARD
From Ate Gel, Ate Mikyu, Ate Sheryl and Ate Aisha.
When combined, I need a total of 40 outgoing links. HUHLOLZ.

Rules:
Put the logo on your blog.
Add a link to the person who awarded it to you.
Link 10 other bloggers whom you wanted to share this award to.
Give a reason why you consider that person’s blog cool.

.. passing this award to Ate April, Yna, Elora Mariel, Ivy and Chie.
Because they are awesome.

Okay so only 5. But that’s because almost everyone in my links already have this award. Haha!

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