A common day on Yvette’s life: Where the hell did my creativity go?!

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I log in at my *ehem* Paint Shop Pro, I remember the layout I’m going to make, afterward, NADA. I don’t know how many times I’ve mentioned about this at twitter and plurk, but.. I’m lying. Anyways, I’m sticking with this layout for months. Its already September for Cupcake’s sake. I want a simple design but coding can be a pain in brain. I realized that its harder to code a simple design rather than celebs/omg-look-my-design-pwns kinds of layouts. I’m thinking of maybe just using the same structure as this, I’ll just spice-up the design.

Of course, that, I think, would still not help. I really really want to have a new design. But I’m so out of ideas. Where the fuck did my creativity go?! I hate you Yvette.

Kay. I wanna blog about something. Haha. Let me share you another rant. At this certain online community thingy.. okay I’ll be specific, FRIENDSTER, I have a female friend who has a handsome boyfriend (I know both of them in real life ). Then, whenever I visit my female friend’s profile and I look at the pictures, all I can see is her boyfriend’s picture. Of course I know there’s nothing wrong about that, right? Right? Dominating your girlfriend’s profile with your pictures? Right? Right? Heh. Then at most of their pictures, her boyfriend is like “wait I want everyone to see my handsome face go away!!1!” (if you know what I mean ) Hahahahaha. Its really funny to be honest. If only you would see what I’m talking about. Bahahaha. Okay. I can sum up this long rant with: “I use my girlfriend’s cellphone to have many pictures omgzzz!”

Hay. This is my life. I gotta live with it.

EDIT:// I wrote a TRUE STORY at the articles page.

I’ve discovered a lot of funny finds on the internet the past few days (I mean minutes). These are just “websites” that are made for facts or let’s say, a little information. Its funny, actually. That’s how I find it! I’ll stop talking at this point and enumerate them: (again, let me talk, YES, I’ve changed them to a tinyurl URL for a twist, heh)

First Website

Second Website

Third Website

Fourth Website (profanity alert; visit at your own risk)

*I’m actually thinking who started those websites ‘cos you know, the domain and hosting. Duh?*

If you don’t find it funny, no need to say. I know to myself that I’m shallow minded and I find things funny that other people don’t.

End Sarcasm.

Last Tuesday, I wrote an entry (which is more likely a letter; which is more likely a letter; which is more likely a letter; which is more likely…. what?) saying “goodbye”. Of course, when I wrote that, my mind is still fresh from the break-up that have happened. Err, actually, I should have said this before, but I swear, I was thinking of whether I should write/type it or not. I think I’ve mentioned this thing but whenever we break-up, after few days/hours/minutes and even seconds, we would come back to each other. No, I (yes, I) don’t “habit” break-ups. Thing is, I’m too impulsive and I don’t think first before I act. So usually, when we have problems, I don’t let him talk nor I don’t even listen to him. I just end the relationship.

And I know its wrong (heck yeah, I just knew that I was wrong). I’ve realized that I’m too self-centered and melodramatic. I should always think what the other side feels. That’s what relationships are for, right? Listening and understanding each other. That’s what I lack. I don’t listen. That’s why I never understand.

This time, I did realized a lot of things. That each relationships (not only love but friendships as well), won’t work when you don’t listen and understand each other. Even if only one of you does that, it will still NOT work. The usual result of that is a huge misunderstanding - that would result to break-up (for mutual relationships) and parting (for friendships).

YVETTE SAYS:
In a relationship, before you do something, you shouldn’t be self-centered and that you should think of what the other side would feel first from what you will do. Also, if you plan to break-up, ask yourself first: Is this the right thing to do? Is the reason even enough to end this? If I don’t broke-up with him/her, will this/these thing/s will happen again?

** A long entry. Yeah, I told ya.
*** 2 Words of the day: Listen and Understand