How about me posting some sensible entry naman? Well basically, the following sentences that you’ll be able to read are pure musings and thoughts of the random girl.
When I was a kid, I love reading fairy tales. Then I get “kilig” when at the end (ganun ako kaaga lumandi. ), the prince and princess will be together. After all through the trials and challenges they’ve been through. I admit, I always look forward to kisses and hugs. Yeah yeah. Its just sweet.
I’ve read a lot of fairy tales. And you are absolutely free to call me a fairy tale geek because its true. Snow White, Cinderella, Sleeping Beauty.. common guys name it! I can’t remember the other one’s ‘cos honestly, madami talaga.
When I was a kid, I asked myself, “Prince Charming? Is he even real?” Cos I noticed that almost all of the fairy tales has one leading man - the “sooo handsome prince charming” that changes face at each story. I mean common, are there are no other names to give at that leading man besides the overused Prince Charming? Why not name it, Prince Handsome, Prince Cutie, Prince Hottie (the word “hot” is a bit adult-ish ). I know I know. Who the hell am I to care about the names of Prince whatever. Haha. Oh gosh. Yeah another whatever~ I did liked them naman e. Even though Prince Charming is like a womanizer. I’m just kidding Disney.
But even though Prince Charming appears in lot of fairy tales, he have traits that don’t change. Being kind, respectful, patient, understanding, handsome and rich. And most of princesses are poor, smart and beautiful. The only plot I can think of fairy tales is this:
The princess has a stepmother (no evil sisters for now). Its either she was adopted by her stepmother or she volunteered to slave herself in exchange for living. One day, the princess went out to buy something at the market. Meanwhile, at the castle, the prince will ask for his parents permission to go out. If the parents aren’t strict, they would permit their “prince”/son. And at the market, while the princess shops, and the prince is riding in his horse (whatever you call it~), he’ll see the princess then he’ll stare for a long time. Then then then… Oh you get the picture! If I’ll continue to make up stories I know you’ll be bored. HAHA.
What the heck is wrong with me? I wish I’d meet a MDPC or should I say, Modern Day Prince Charming. And when I say modern day, it means:
He don’t have to be rich. Enough is enough. And what’s the use of money without love, di ba?
Understanding. Yeah. The one whom I can easily understand and does the same with me.
Respectful. Respects me as a woman, respects my parents, and even my little brothers.
Patient. Cos I’m really annoying sometimes and I’m magulo once in a relationship.
Kind.
The one who’ll stay up late with me just because I’m watching a kilig movie. And he won’t get pissed if I go “awww. Its so sweet.” with a really high pitch.
He doesn’t look at other girls. Selfish na kung selfish. I want his full attention! As in full attention in font 72!
SWEET! Will never forget monthsaries, anniversaries or simple dates that’s worth remembering.
Well the one who introduces me to his parents, to his friends and even ex’es. HAHAHA.
Handsome or cute. *giggles*
I must be dreaming. Obviously, the Prince Charming I’m talking about is hard to find. Its either, his taken, he don’t even exist or his gay. But I’ll never stop wishing. Common. I want to have someone naman that I can be really really proud of.
PS: I’m not dumping Carlo. I accept him for whatever he is. I just wrote that ‘cos I recently watched a fairy tale-ish movie. HAHA. I was influenced in thoughts hunny!
This is the third time I dream about my ex. Again, third time. Its not funny and I really feel awkward about it. To be honest, I don’t think that this feeling is still normal. My gosh. 3 times mo ng napanaginipan ang ex mo. And worst, connected ang happenings sa dreams. I know, its creepy and really weird. I didn’t say this to my boyfriend cos’ for sure, he’ll get mad and say, “So you’re falling for him again?”
The first dream - I can’t really remember. But the things I can only picture is I’m with him. Yes. I’m with my ex, again. And we’re together. He has no girlfriend and I don’t have boyfriend. That’s the first dream.
Second dream - Its like the continuation of the first dream. Just more romantic - and passionate. Uh huh. But! No kiss or whatever.
Third dream - Alright. Get ready. I’m at our house, at my brother’s room. I just woke up and I lifted my body. Wiped my eyes. Then I looked beside me, I don’t know who they are. They are like parents of someone close I know. But I can’t really picture who. Then, I looked in front of me. About 50 meters away is my ex. He was sitting at the bed of my mum. YES. At my mum. And, of course, my first reaction was, “what the! what is he doing here?”
I looked again at the 2 people beside me, they threw me weird stares. Then, my ex said, “We’re going out.” He was looking at me while he’s saying that. The first thing that I thought when he told me that was, “wait, I have a boyfriend.” Then booom.
I woke up in reality. My mum knocked out on the door.
I’m an incoming Psychology student, and yet, I have no idea of what those dreams are trying to tell me. Well, I have few ideas. Okay I’m lying. But I’m not sure of what really is the meaning of it.
1. Maybe I miss him. 2. Maybe he’s trying to tell me that I should come back to him, simply because Carlo doesn’t deserve me. And that I deserve someone better - and its him. 3. Maybe I’m still not over him. - No freaking way! 4. Maybe he’s been praying for a long time that I dream of him. ~ You’re prayer was answered.
According to Astro Center, there are possible interpretations of why you dream of your ex-lover.
1. The ex-lover is thinking about the dreamer intensely, and projecting telepathic messages towards her which she receives in her dreams.
2. Incompletions with this person that need to be resolved within the dreamer before he is truly free to move on to a new relationship.
3. Similarities between this past relationship and situations now in the dreamer’s life. Solutions to current difficulties may be resolved by the dreamer’s remembering how he dealt with the ex-lover.
A while ago, I analyzed carefully what the heck that dream means. And I realized that before we cut the string that are tied to both of us, there we’re some problems. Until now, its unresolved.
I should see my ex. I should tell him that to resolve “that problem” we had. Maybe resolving that would help. Just maybe. I don’t know. I’m pretty sure to myself that I don’t have any more feelings left for him. I just want to treat him as a close friend and no more than that.
I’m going to stop drinking coffee and drink lots of milk from now on.
No more dreams Mr. Ex.
Grabe, nakakatamad din palang mag-english. Pero tutuloy ka pa din sa entry ko na ‘to. Kasi, hmm, feel ko lang. Classes will start next week - and we still haven’t got our ID’s.
Yes. And its freaking annoying. Nagtext sakin kanina ex-classmates ko, and they told me, “Medical Examination isn’t available yet. Maybe by next week.” They kept on moving dates for that Medical Examination. The first date was the day after the enrollment (I can’t remember when was that day), the second date was 4th week of may and this, the third date, today. I’m pissed because we go there for it then nothing? Please. Energy, time and money. Please.
NOTE: Kailangan kasing magpamedical muna para makuha ang ID. Nakalagay kasi sa likod ng ID ung blood type namin. Need daw kasi sa course un. Especially mga Nursing and Engineering students.
Simple Friendster Layout! Yay!
Actually, another simple layout. The last one was actually simple. Just basic colors and has no background. The only thing that stands out (I think) is the image at my About Me profile. Then that’s it. No other things interesting. Yesterday, I am looking for ‘busy’ backgrounds. Then I found this cute image:
Ang cute di ba? And not to mention, its really simple. That’s why I used it as the background image on my account.
RnB is the looooove.
I’m addicted to RnB songs. Super. And this song by Mariah Carey is my current fave: